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Look how sexy I am.

WHY DIDNT ANY OF YOU FAGGOTS TELL ME THERE WAS A NEW DIRU SINGLE COMING OUT


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I FUCKING HATE YOU GUYS

You know what really pisses me off?

When people make icons, post and use them, but then won't let aaannnnyyyonnnee else use them.

80% of the icons people use were made by someone else. SO WAS MINE! It's from that damn Bee-Friday interview and I like it so I took it. Nobody owns Kyo cept for himself and a possible mistress he's hiding from us more rabid girls, i use an image of him if I damn well please. In fact, the icons usually have brushed on words from painshop! I BET YOU DIDN'T MAKE THE BRUSHES but thoes people were nice enough to post them to let YOU use them.

If you don't want someone to use an icon, don't use it or don't make it. I think it all boils down to someone having an original picture. Get the fuck over it. We're here to take your icons.

GOD.

"I made it for my personal use" LJ ISN'T PERSONAL YOU FAGGOT.


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This wasn't directed towards anyone in particular. Just the masses. :D

I'm also not eating pork, pizza, or chips anymore for a while. For the win.

I'm...:/ I'm giving up soda!

Like...I love soda, anything carbonated, I love it SO much, but I just drink too much of the stuff and I gotta stop for a while until I lose the lbs I gained from it.

After that, I can maybe have it SOMETIMES in monderation, and maybe eventually lay off for good. I just know if I try right now to stay away forever I'd lapse back into it, but knowing that if I'm good now I can have it later helps.

*sigh* well...I gotta do something healthy...I don't smoke and I rarely drink so I can't give either of thoes up...

Oh yeah. Krista Thomas is a stupid whore.

I love showers that lead to baths.

Also, Running Scared is an awsome movie.

Acacia knows I love her!

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YES YES YOU DOOOOOOOOOO

now I can truely say I hate lolitas and their fashion because now I know that they're all complete bitches in every way to everyone no matter how much they love them

Why is she so fucking mean to me? I was only trying to be nice and light-hearted with her, all she had to say was "well I do it cause I have to" and I would have understood.

No, instead she has to get pissed off and think I'm trying to insult her or some shit. This always happens when I say anything too personal concerning her, for some reason it's ALWAYS in insult.

I really don't know why I bother, maybe it's because I care about her so fucking much and she's awsome and I'd do most anything for her but its' not FUCKING worth it when I'm sitting here crying while she's saying how irritating I am for thrying-odsfhdsa fnkl,

GOD FORBID I NOT BE APART OF HER LITTEL SUB CULTER AND NOT UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING AND THEREFOR MAKE ME A DUMBASS, GOD FORBID I -NOT- SPEND EVERY CENT ON SHIT LIKE THAT AND THEN GET OFFENDED WHEN SOMEONE ELSE WHO DOESN'T CAN'T UNDERSTAND MY EVERY MOVE.

just fuck it

Woooo I got a bank account and can finally get paypal and give Acacia her christmas present of...some monies.

Teeheee Teeheee Teeheee. . .

I AM A TERRIBLE FAN

Okay, so maybe I had a beta named Toshiya and maybe that's who actually died. I'm still really upset tho.

NEWSMAN GO HELL
MR. NEWSMAN

NEWSMAN GO HELL minikui buta sa
NEWSMAN GO HELL NEWSOCIETY
NEWSMAN GO HELL kitanai buta sa
NEWSMAN GO HELL Check It Up

rojiura de namida wo nagasu shounen ga ai shita
ueta koneko dakishime nagara omae ni sakenda
uso ni warai uso no naku higaisha no minasamakata
itsumo sou ima mo sou niyaketa buta ga

In My Head A Blue Fish Has Just Died
Good Night
sayonara wa iwazu ni
Can Not Find A Reason To Why I Am Living
Good Night
uchitsuketa kokoro ga... dakara

Check It Up 1 2 3 4 5 Are You Ready

NEWSMAN GO HELL minikui buta sa
NEWSMAN GO HELL NEWSOCIETY
NEWSMAN GO HELL kitanai buta sa
NEWSMAN GO HELL Check It Up

kane de kau egao wa kusunda TV utsushita
joushiki wo hazureta buta no mure no nana sakenda
tsumi ni warai tsumi ni naku higaisha no minasamakata
itsumo hora ima mo hora niyaketa buta ga

In My Head A Blue Fish Has Just Died
Good Night
sayonara wa iwazu ni
Can Not Find A Reason To Why I Am Living
Good Night
uchitsuketa kokoro ga... dakara

NEWSMAN GO HELL
MR. NEWSMAN

I just. I hate her.

You know what I got for christmas?

An ugly thermal pair of jammies, gloves, some weird toothbrush, a dirt devil, crappy teeny little body fantasy sprays, and ipod speakers.

IN OTHER WORDS NOTHING I WANTED.

I could just cry.

She's all, ":D WEL I JUST HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO GET YOU."

How bout getting me what I WANT, even if you don't like it. They're not YOUR presents you stupid fucking bitch.

Okay, so like...someone brought up the topic of some resturaunts having a sign that says something along the lines of "This is America - Order in English."

I TOTALLY FUCKING AGREE.

SERIOUSLY. If I were in fucking France I would not expect the waiters to understand "Gimmie a ham samwich n put some o dat cheese on dere for me will yeh?"

IF I WENT TO MILASIA I WOULD LEARN TO SPEAK MILAYSIAN OR STARVE.

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FUCKIGN A SPEAK MOTHER FUCKING ENLISH.

IM Tired of the bullshit I get at work with fucking mexicans (And OMG No offence to mexican people but that's allt he foreigners that come here is all. . .) and I'm like "Is it for here or to go?" and they just sit there with their 57648272+ kids running around them with stupid smiles on their faces and what do they answer?!

"YES. :D" I DID NOT ASK A YES OR NO QUESTION.

And 'nother thing! ALL THEIR 56489875 (she had some more) KIDS ARE GOING TO HAVE 56489875 KIDS! PUT THE TROUSER SNAKE AWAY OR JUMP BACK OVER THE BORDER.

AND ANOTHER THING. WHY DO THEY KEEP HANDING ME 100 DOLLAR BILLS?! WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY GETTING THAT MONEY FROM?!


(srsly though....I'm sorry about that to my meximican friends I love, it's just that they're really the only foreighners we get around here, if they were asian I'd still be pissed and make fun of their eyes adn you KNOW I love my asians.)

Thinking there's a reason people die, that GOD needs them, is the most stupid shit ever.

I hate god. I really do.

If he exists, I don't care what happens to me for feeling so.

I'd rather die than be babtized.

I'm sorry if what I'm saying hurts you. I don't think anyone is stupid for believing in god. I think you're wrong, but if it makes you happy then that makes me happy. I would also never try to make you think otherwise.

I know people need some reason why people die, or they'd go insane.

But I know there isn't a reason. I made my peace.

I hope thinking god 'needed' him or her makes you happy.

But as for me.

I hate him.

The red in my hair is starting to show again. It is most disturbing news. My hair needs to stay half black and half redish-purple.

:/ But I can't get it colored until I get it trimmed. But I have to pay for it and I have no monies.

Also, I keep getting fat of Dairy Queen, because when you have a 9 hour shift and 2 breaks, it's hard to not eat something. But then I crap it all out the next night and I'm good as new. But, it's always bluish crap because I only drink the Blue Coconut drink, like, all day. Srsly that's half of what I do, go in the back and drink that stuff. Not good for my tummy. I heard somewhere that blue dye is alot worse for you than others.

*sniffle* And, my Coley is in the hospital because she got hit by a semi while driving. And, her friend that was in the car with her died. I'm so very sad about this...

At least hopefully Mai can come over tomarrow, then we can laugh at Die. because that's what she does.

Work was so hard today.

One girl who works the kitchen quit. I mean she just up and quit half an hour after I got there.

Amy spilled all the banana splits and we had to re-make them.

This weekend I gotta work 18 hours.

I hate this stupid job.

*emo emo emo*

The Transformers movie kicks so much ass.

I love it.

Okay so I think I've got a pretty good pattern going for a plushie body. I already tried the pattern once and it was almost okay, but the lenth between the left and right sides was too long and made the body too wide. I've shortened it by trimming the stencil piece, and started sewing another attempt the night before last while watching Desperation.

Didn't get to sew last night because I ate a Brownie Earthquake (made of alot of brownies, oreos and banirra ice cream, respectively), and because I RARELY eat ice cream much less that much containing all thoes extra sweets as well, I got the shakes and had an awful tummy ache so to teh bed/futon I went.

Hopefully when I get home from the gym today, if I'm not caught up playing Final Fantasy if indeed I give into it's lull, I'll sew the rest and stuff it while watching O Brother, Where Art Thou because that movie is x83478925723 win.

I still don't know how I'll sew a head OR put the hair in it (hot glue, lamenated paper and hair anyone?), but at least I'm alot farther in the process than I was. The plusie I'm doing now, if it turns out the body works now and I can continue, will prolly be an origional creation, but my first plush based of a person/character/entity will probably be a Gerard (MCR) for Zimmy.

My greatest ambition with these plushies is to get good and sell them, because since I'm crap with a sowing machine and the needle ends up through my finger almost every time (owch but fun!), everything'll be hand sewn. Even the eyes will be emb. on there or something *not a painter*.

Acacia, I am NOT using your plushie shapes that you showed me, I made my own design. I know you were fretting about me stealing them but I didn't, but I couldn't have made my own without them.

1. Rorita mystifies me. I don't get it. I mean I do but...

2. From what I've seen, why would ANYONE go out looking like some of them do? I've been looking around at places for pictures of really badly dressed roritas, and while I've never dressed it in my life it's not that hard to tell when you dress it and dress it BADLY.

3. Roris are sometimes terribly mean and scary and I. LOVE. THEM.

4. Speaking of which, I miss Accie. It's pretty one-sided though because I don't even know/doubt if she's thought about me and all, haha why should she I've never met her. I mean, that's sounding REALLY stupid and emo but it's the truth, there's no reason for her to, but I can't help worrying about her just the same. I got on her nervs a hell of a lot before she left and...

;~; somewhere, Accie, it's bean night and Mana's stinking up the tour bus. You've GOT to believe he is! Hold on to the magic!!~

5. I would never dress it and go out in it for the first time without an older one with me telling me what looks good. Kinda like a geisha and her maiko (is that the word, maiko?)

(L = R because I'm still scared of thoes people suspending livejournals for questionable material ^^)